Expectancy
Daffodils don’t need reminding to bloom
Harsh winters pass and her stalk peaks through the soil like clockwork
I’ve lived through seasons that felt like the longest winter unsure if new growth inside These dry bones would ever blossom
Doubtful of Your sovereignty
and goodness
Ready for the other shoe to drop
Because
It
Always
Drops
But then the moon rose and called out the light within
To illuminate the darkness I was afraid to unmask
You wiped the mud from my eyes and Your iridescent promises reflected You in me Tears shed for this sacrifice quench my soul as my seedling begins to push
Through the dirt nourishing my purpose
I am empty and free
Capacity vast as all You’ve created
I am open and ready
Pour into me until only Your overflow spills onto every thing connected to me
Expectancy satiates my appetite as I look for You to move
Far too many days spent questioning the very thing my gut knew
To be authentically from You
I kneel at Your feet in repentance
I believe You
I choose You
I love You